Okay, 38 Weeks Pregnant and My Body Said 'Surprise!'

Hey my loves! So, if you've been following along, you know we're in the home stretch here. Like, the very home stretch. I'm officially 38 weeks pregnant, and let me tell you, it's been a ride. I mean, every pregnancy is different, right? But this one, with our sweet little Cherry on the way, has been a whole new level of wild and wonderful. And just when I thought I had a handle on things, my body decided to throw a little curveball my way this week: a fever and some chills. Ugh.

I know, I know. Not exactly what you want when you're counting down the days (or hours, let's be real) until you meet your baby. I was just laying there, wrapped in blankets, feeling all clammy and just thinking, 'Okay, body, we are not doing this right now. You can pass this little bug, and then baby girl can come any day now, okay?!' Hahah. It's like, my body is trying to get all the last-minute weirdness out of the way before the main event. I h8 that about myself sometimes, like, why can't things just be smooth sailing? But then I remember, this is life, this is motherhood, and it's never really 'smooth sailing,' is it? It's beautiful chaos, and I wouldn't trade it for anything.

Tanner has been such a saint, bless his heart. He's been bringing me all the things, checking my temperature like every five minutes, and just generally being my hype man through the sniffles. I swear, he's just as excited as I am, maybe even more, if that's possible. Our girls, Stella and Ozzy, they're just buzzing too. They keep asking, 'Is baby coming today, Mama?' and I'm like, 'Not with this fever, sweethearts, but soon!' It just melts my heart to see how ready they are to be big sisters again. It's gonna be so good, I just know it. :,)

The Final Countdown: What 38 Weeks Really Feels Like

Honestly, 38 weeks is a whole mood. It's this weird mix of pure bliss and utter exhaustion. On one hand, you're so close to meeting the tiny human you've been growing for what feels like forever. You're imagining their little face, their tiny fingers and toes, what their cry will sound like. I've been dreaming about holding her, smelling that new baby smell, and just soaking in all those first moments. I get emotional just thinking about it, ngl.

But then, on the other hand, your body is just… done. Like, officially done. Every ache, every pain, every trip to the bathroom in the middle of the night (which feels like every five minutes at this point, hahah). My back is protesting, my feet are swollen, and getting up off the couch is a whole production. I feel like a little turtle flipped on its back sometimes, needing Tanner to help me up. He just laughs and helps me, he's the best. And then you add a fever and chills to that? Girl, it's a whole new level of 'can this be over now, please?'

I've been trying to remind myself to just lean into it, though. To really soak up these last few moments of just being 'me' before I become 'me + baby Cherry.' It's a special kind of quiet, even with the girls running around. It's the quiet before the beautiful storm of newborn snuggles, sleepless nights, and endless love. I'm trying to be present, even when I'm feeling a little under the weather. Because I know, in a few months, I'll look back at this time and miss it, even the uncomfortable parts. That's just how it goes, right?

Nesting Mode: Full Speed Ahead (Even with a Fever!)

You know how they say nesting is real? Well, it's REAL, y'all. Even with this little fever trying to slow me down, my brain is still in full-on 'get everything ready for baby' mode. I've been doing laundry like it's my job, organizing all her little clothes, making sure the bassinet is set up just right next to our bed. Tanner thinks I'm a little crazy, hahah, bc I'm still trying to do all these things even when I should probably just be resting. But I can't help it! My brain just won't shut off.

I've been making sure all the little essentials are stocked up too. You know, diapers, wipes, all the things you suddenly realize you need a million of. I even went through the pantry and organized it, which was probably against Tanner's will bc he knows I'll just mess it up again in a week, but idc. It made me feel productive! It's like my body is saying 'rest,' but my brain is saying 'PREPARE!' It's a constant battle, but I think the 'prepare' side is winning right now. I just want everything to be perfect and ready for her arrival. I love this so much, the anticipation is just everything.

One thing I've been focusing on is getting the girls' room ready for when Cherry moves in there eventually. We want it to be a cozy, happy space for all three of them. It's a work in progress, but seeing their excitement about sharing a room with their new sister just makes my heart swell. They're already talking about who gets to hold her first and what songs they'll sing to her. It's the sweetest thing ever. I couldn't imagine our lives without them, and now adding another little one to the mix just feels so right. :,)

Listening to My Body & Trusting the Process

This whole fever and chills thing has really made me slow down, which I guess is a good thing. It's a reminder that even when you're super excited and ready to go, your body sometimes has other plans. I'm trying to listen to it, rest when I need to, and not push myself too hard. It's hard though, bc I'm just so ready for her to be here! But I know she'll come when she's ready, and my body will tell me when it's time.

I've been trying to just relax, watch some of my favorite shows, and just be present with my family. Tanner keeps reminding me to just chill, and he's right. These last few days or weeks are precious, and I don't want to spend them feeling stressed or overwhelmed. I want to feel excited and full of love. So, I'm taking it easy, drinking lots of fluids, and just waiting for this little bug to pass so I can be 100% for when baby girl decides to make her grand entrance.

It's funny, you spend so much time planning and preparing, but in the end, it's all up to the baby. They're on their own schedule, and we just get to wait patiently (or not so patiently, hahah) for them to decide it's time. It's a beautiful lesson in letting go and trusting the process. And honestly, that's a lesson I feel like I'm constantly learning as a mom. Every day is a new adventure, and you just have to roll with the punches, even when those punches come with a side of fever and chills.

The Overwhelming Love & Anticipation

Despite the little setback this week, my heart is just overflowing with love and anticipation. I look at Stella and Ozzy, and I just can't believe how lucky I am to be their mom. And now, adding another little girl to our family? It feels like our family is just getting more complete. I'm so excited to see their bond, to watch them grow up together, and to experience all the joys and challenges that come with having three little girls.

Tanner and I talk about it all the time, just how much our lives have changed since becoming parents, and how much richer and more meaningful everything feels. It's not always easy, ngl. There are definitely days when I'm like, 'How am I going to do all of this?' But then I look at their sweet faces, and I remember why it's all worth it. They are my world, my everything. And baby Cherry is just going to add even more light and love to our lives. I can't wait to meet her, to hold her, to finally see her little face. It's going to be heaven on earth, fr. :,)

So yeah, 38 weeks and feeling all the things. A little sick, a lot excited, and just so ready to meet our newest little love. Send all the good vibes our way for a quick recovery and a smooth delivery! I'll keep you updated, my loves. XOXO